Advent is here..

Coming is the Son Of God.
to dwell in our Hearts.
Which have become like stables.

come oh Star of Heaven
to be with me.

Silent joy.

scared..

i made a tough decision today.
i feel crappy about it.

tired

Lord
I am Tired
of
healing
being just
being genuine
being wrong
wearing masks.


need a place to rest my head
Lord I need you by my side
Cause its only in You that I can
find rest.

An Obsevation.

My eyes were feasting on her beauty,
and I fell from the cliff,
falling in Love all over again,
I can see the half moon.
It reminds me of her.

I have to share her
with
The Guru
her wifes,
Srk
Mraz

she belongs to the Universe

and I don't know how,
Am I suppose to live with that
how??

Moon rise...

A baby is being put to sleep
oh it's so cute

have you heard babies
sleep talking?

well i have, and

they are so real.
introspecting the day.

confessing the faults,
oh they are so true...

they are capable to do things,
that will blow you off.

CLass room

In a desert I stand,
falling face down,
waiting for that drop of rain
that would turn my life around.

I am alienated here
but this is where I belong.
I am love not perfect.
but I am your reflection dear.

You may not like me dear.
I don't mind it.
the lesson that I learnt today,
Is never ever to take attendance.....

I saw her heavy eyes

And my soul was pierced

Is that what you call

self discovery ?

Boring I am.

I know that I am Boring,

Truly, I do.

And I think that's what is the most,

Boring part about me.

It's boring how I talk about,

Boring things that the whole world

Says is boring.

Boring that I am there for you

all the time.

Boring that I listen to you.

Boring that I take all your pain.

Boring that I heal you.

Boring that I care, more for you,

Than me.

Hey that sooo boring I tell you.

Even I am bored now.

Cold Night

The music is so loud,

That you forget who you are.

It's a temptation that you love

Indulging in.

I don't want to be didactic about this.

It's your Choice.

I know that even darkness makes sense to you,

Now.

But know,

What you are searching is inside you

Not around you.

Mad at me.

I have a long way to go,

To get there.

She's is on the other side of the world

Nevertheless

She takes care of me.

She hates me now but

That's just taking care of me.

"The rules that apply to me,

Apply to you as well'

So cute.

Sorry.

Gone

Yesterday is gone.

And so has all the pain and hurt.

Changing roles will not change a thing,

It will only complicate it further.

The master says that commitment gives you,

Comfort in the long run.

And that's why my profile on Orkut says,

That I am committed.

 

Good bye.

I have been holding on to you,

It’s time to say good bye,

I search for words that would comprehend,

What you mean to me.

I can’t find any…

You are my universe.

Language has been commercialized

Like everything else.

……………………………………………………………

……………………………………………………………

Good bye.   

Angel of death

She is the most beautiful angel,

I have ever met.

I met her on my bed.

She was waiting on me.

It was a cold night,

I could hardly breathe.

The was something different about this

Silence.

It was joyous yet painful.

She said "come let's go"

I enquired "where?"

"Home" came the answer.

I knew it was time to go,

To my eternal Home.

I asked her could I make a call.

She said "take your time"

I went looking for my phone

And it was missing.

Then I woke up,

And guess what?

I not gonna go anywhere!!

You can't get rid of me that easy.

I am Abey aka Guardian Angel.

Lost

I lost my innocence today,

She said that it’s a phase;

Have you felt hammered to earth?

I felt it today.

I don’t blame anyone,

I am Happy,

For I lost it

 to find You for forever.

Heart attack.

What do you do?

When the tower that you are seeking shelter,

Begins to shake, the inn keeper threats to throw you out.

Wont you feel like you’re a burden?

Wont you thank God for loving you?

 Wont u wish to end the kind of life you have?

But the interesting bit is that ,

I still can smile :)

There is a wet patch of tears on the pillow.

I think I don’t deserve the little peace,

I think I deserve.

Loving Lord guide me through it all,

Cause you have only taught me to Love,

Not that I follow you that sincerely.

But still Lord be by side.

Help me to love.

Wet Campus

 Everything in the college is wet,

 From the buildings to the trees.

 Three souls walk by on the alleyway.

 Everything thing is fine.

 Don’t know after how long

 this happened ,

 But for a minute

 I was happy…

 I just want you to know,

 Thank you. I love you too. 

Dealership

Love is a crime,

and we will be punished for it.

it's a bed of roses I assure you,

But don't you forget that roses

have thorns.

it's only when we begin to roll

that we realize that it pricks.

I don't know how to handle this,

or should I even handle this ?

Love is real, and it just gets

Better/worse by the day.

And everything else is worthwhile,

The deal is to "Love till it hurts no more".

Feast of the Holy Rosary..

Its after a long time that I am writing about the Rosary on my blog. Mother Mary has been my mother, girlfriend and a lot more in the time of need. Its her love that makes me accept a lot of people in my life. Today is the feast of the Holy Rosary. Its was nice as i went to mass today i could strongly feel the love of my Mother Mary for me. It has somehow slipped my mind that it was the feast today. As the priest during the mass told about the Feast, there was a new insight that I got for the gospel reading from Luke today. Imagine an angel of GOD visits you and greets you what would your reaction be. Well personally I would feel honored and would be at the top of the world. I would be scared though. But look at how mother Mary responds to the angel, Luke says that she was troubled with the words of the angel and wondered what that greeting could mean. How many times do we wonder what God's is actually telling us.
Her acceptance to God's will brought her a very bad image in the society and in front of Joseph. But she knew that it was for a greater plan.

Lord in your time reveal the greater plans you have for us.. Amen.